Don't give up on me is a verse in the song currently flowing through my speakers. I think that is what I'm trying to remind myself. Don't give up. This week has been topsy turvy (see photo haha) to say the least. I don't know what happened to my motivation but I notice it lacking a little here and there. I hate that.
I want to always be on the top of my game and maybe I can attribute some of my uneasyness to not praying as much as I should be. It starts in the morning..I wake up at 5:12 and I loooove love love the gym and working out. Having a gym membership is pretty much my luxury item right now while I'm just interning, I can't really afford much more...eventually. That part of my day is always the best..many people would beg to differ but the gym is my own personal time kind of like this blog..but today I slept in and inturn my day wasn't the best. I just ended up thinking too far into everything and we all know that's never a good thing.
I want to always be on the top of my game and maybe I can attribute some of my uneasyness to not praying as much as I should be. It starts in the morning..I wake up at 5:12 and I loooove love love the gym and working out. Having a gym membership is pretty much my luxury item right now while I'm just interning, I can't really afford much more...eventually. That part of my day is always the best..many people would beg to differ but the gym is my own personal time kind of like this blog..but today I slept in and inturn my day wasn't the best. I just ended up thinking too far into everything and we all know that's never a good thing.
Other then the annoying feelings I put myself through I had a very successful meeting this evening and this afternoon. I think tomorrow will be a lot better but it's all about attitude so I could essentially talk myself right into a bad day..isn't that a shame? It really is the whole mind over matter thing or whatever they say anyyyyway. Another thing I have noticed is that I'm not the new kid anymore...maybe that's why I like to move so much. I like the rookie feeling..it's kinda like whenever you do something good you hear positive feedback and stuff and now it's becoming rutine-like the stuff I do is expected. At least the rookie has moved into the "bullpen" now I'm just a free agent in October. Oh baseball! haha
Deep breaths into another day and I'll be fine. I just need to keep working on my mental capabilities and understand I am within myself. Orrrrr what I should do is turn it over to God, and let my burdens be gone! Sounds like a better idea! Time for prayer and bed.
Peace, Love, and Uncle Sam want you.
Kswan
Deep breaths into another day and I'll be fine. I just need to keep working on my mental capabilities and understand I am within myself. Orrrrr what I should do is turn it over to God, and let my burdens be gone! Sounds like a better idea! Time for prayer and bed.
Peace, Love, and Uncle Sam want you.
Kswan
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